I am so tired. I am tired of not sleeping. I am tired of smoking. I am tired of this summer. I am tired of the loneliness. I am tired. I want to wake up tomorrow energized for a change. I want to wake up feeling prepared to face the day at hand, instead of feeling like the day already has me beat.
During the school year, I am more in control of myself. I feel like I have a schedule, and I can keep it. During the summer, I feel like I am in the wind, and I don't like it. I prefer the structure of my days. This past school year wasn't easy, but at least I knew what to expect everyday. I knew how my year was going to roll out. I am eagerly awaiting that first day back.
Well, that is just about enough whining for today. I think I will go finish my coffee, and I will take a nap or something.
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