Thursday, August 9, 2007

Since no one reads this anyway...

Well, I have come to the conclusion that I am writing in virtual anonymity because I never have any comments on my blogs. With this in mind, I find I feel free to truly express myself. I am so frustrated with my life.

I worked like crazy for four LONG years to complete a degree that cost me a small fortune, but I have literally nothing to show for it. I have applied for hundreds of teaching positions around the state of Ohio with no results, and I am so tired. I am very tired.

I believe that God has a plan, but I am so confused right now. What could possibly be the point of all of this waiting? I pause, but I pursue. I know I need to rest in His promises, but I feel so . . . disappointed.